Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on September 18, 2007, at 19:14:29
I had one of the best sessions I've ever had today. I came clean about my self-destructive behaviors last friday. I talked about really hard stuff. Secrets. I think he did a really good job listening today-- not too much Freudian stuff. blech!
We talked about how the decision to have therapy 1x a week or 2x a week is totally up to me. We talked about my feeling abandoned last friday when he said that maybe I don't need 2x a week. (GOD I can't beLIEVE I talked about feeling abandoned!!! that's SO not like me!)
I said that I missed the intensity of therapy with NewT, and that I'd have to feel safe with quieT before he got to hear my secrets. Then he said- secrets like what? before I knew it I was telling him some really ugly stuff that happened to me.
As I was getting ready to leave he said with a twinkle in his eyes- no more cutting tonight, okay? And I said okay. (good llurpsie, huh?)So, I'm going to make a promise not to cut tonight.
-Ll
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