Posted by B2chica on September 18, 2007, at 11:59:25
In reply to Re: why do we have to fight all the time? » B2chica, posted by antigua3 on September 18, 2007, at 11:32:12
Thank you antigua...
...sometimes i forget to look at it that way. i think i am quite a bit better..in that before there were times i couldnt go a week without sometype of suicidal psuedo-attempt or call for help.and one thing that i am actually proud of is learning to recognize triggers. i remember before, even my pdoc said i NEED to learn what triggers me, cuz i would have a melt down, and get severely reactive and depressive and i honestly never knew what set it off...i think i worked really hard on that with last T. the only thing is, now i know why i may react, but i still can't control the reaction.
and YES YES...thats what i have to keep telling myself, and its so very nice to hear someone else (someone who understands) say that...
we want better quality of life and BETTER lives for our children!my DH even commented the other day, cuz i mentioned that i see T again this week...he said "my god, how many problems can one person have?"
well, it kinda hurt...but he doens't know about csa, so i let it go...but all i think about is that i want to be as best i can so that NOTHING like that ever happens to my little one.
cuz i sometimes feel that i attract that type of person to my life. and i get scared that it's going to sttle on my girl...my god that scares me to death.man, i can't believe i've been here about 4 years now.
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