Sad, upset, etc (feeling like a failure trigger?)

Posted by sunnydays on August 28, 2007, at 21:56:44

In reply to Re: I left my little girl...(maybe trigger? not su » sunnydays, posted by B2chica on August 28, 2007, at 11:09:53

This sadness has just sunk over me today. I almost cried as soon as I got up this morning and it hasn't gotten any better. I keep thinking that I should just tell my T every single bad thing I've ever done tomorrow so he can hate me as much as I hate myself and be disgusted with me. I don't know where these feelings are coming from, I feel like they're related to yesterday, but I don't know why. I hate this. I absolutely hate this. And challenging my thoughts in my head is not working for me because I twist the challenging around to make it out so I'm even more of a bad person. Because I'm a failure like that.
sunnydays

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I left my little girl...(maybe trigger? not sure) sunnydays 8/27/07
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Sad, upset, etc (feeling like a failure trigger?) sunnydays 8/28/07
help me please :( (nm) sunnydays 8/28/07
Re: Sad, upset, etc (feeling like a failure trigger?) » sunnydays RealMe 8/28/07
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Re: I left my little girl...(maybe trigger? not sure) » sunnydays Poet 9/3/07
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