Posted by B2chica on August 27, 2007, at 8:11:17
In reply to I guess I screwed up, am I alone? GUYS? :-(, posted by muffled on August 25, 2007, at 0:41:38
oh...muffy...sorry i couldn't respond earlier.
you sound like you are hurting an awful lot...just because you make a mistake doesn't make you a screw up.
and sometimes it doesn't matter why 'someone'' is crying inside...they're sad. they want comfort, i'm here for them.its makes things SO much harder when we have to pretend it's alright IRL. sometimes i swear that is what makes me take one step forward and two back.
if only we didn't have to pretend no more.and if you had that big house...i'd be there in a heartbeat. sometimes i feel that the only place i can really be 'myself' is when i'm alone. :(
and i SO know what you mean about saying you hurt, you want touch but sometimes even though you think you want it, getting it is another story. for me i think it's cuz i never got it growing up, so i want it, but when i do i almost am scared of it...makes me afraid (what's next, what do they want...etc.)
and i'm sorry you feel you lost your higher power, but i bet he didn't loose you.....
you NOT dissapointment
you NOT idiot...
you NOT any of those terrible things you called muffled....she is surprising
she is wonderfully unique
she is caring
she is hurt....i'm here for you muffled. i will be your rock when you cannot.
and you may be OK...but that doens't mean you aren't hurting and deserve cares.......just for you muffled
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((muffled))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
poster:B2chica
thread:777796
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20070822/msgs/779001.html