Posted by muffled on August 25, 2007, at 23:04:18
In reply to Re: i think one of my inner kids..**TRIGGER** » muffled, posted by B2chica on August 24, 2007, at 7:55:34
> >>>These inside kids are not magical, or super powered, they just regular kids, with powerful feeling kids emotions, but still, its emotions, and emotions will ease with time. This all sounds so trite I know, cuz at the time it feels so powerful, but its truth, so try to hold onto it if you can.
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> Wow Muffy! This was Right on. i need to write this down or something...
> i'm thinking more and more 'what/whoever it was yesterday was Not Teen...it was something/one else. but That's EXACTLY how it felt. it felt supernatural, like he had all power over me and my actions. and he was very controlled. i'm gonna use this as a mantra when i feel his presence.
> THANK YOU MUFFY.**Just as an added note of interest.
I have a part that used to really scare me, but gradually over time this part has become much less frightening.
I call it EP. Emotionless Protector. It has no seeming emotions, and seems so inexorable, it seemed it must be all powerful, and perhaps even evil...it could be capable of ANYthing, cuz nothing affected it. It seemed to have no connection to me, so I had no control.
What I have now realized, it thats its just another part of my protection system, it IS part of me. Its NOT evil, and while it DOES have some power, its not supernaturally powered. And the best way I have to deal with bad stuff w/EP, often is time, the intensity of EP tends to usu eventually pass. So while I think its proly EP who punishes me, I also think EP is there to protect us too.
Just some thots, to maybe get some thots happening for you to discuss w/T.
Take care B2.
Muffled
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