Posted by sunnydays on August 17, 2007, at 19:14:55
Hi,
So I saw my T today. We had a good talk. We talked about my feelings around my mom and I was able to sort out that it worries me that she's being somewhat reasonable this time because it confuses me. I don't know what to expect in the future and what to believe. This unpredictability is characteristic of my mother, and it is so hard to deal with.
I can tell my T cares about me. There was a point where I was feeling bad about myself and when he was talking to me his face showed so much caring and emotion in it. At one point I was scared of saying something, and he said, "You can trust me."
Then, when I was checking my email after therapy, it turns out my mom has changed her mind and will pay for twice a week. It's a long story and I need to talk to my T at our session on Monday because she laid a big guilt trip on me along with it.
Uggh.
sunnydays
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