Posted by OzLand on July 29, 2007, at 22:39:44
In reply to Re: My therapist/pdoc said do as I am told » OzLand, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on July 29, 2007, at 19:06:06
Thanks; yes I think I like hugs. I am getting more and more anxious as I think of the coming week. Also besides meds, therapy, work, my husband alienated himself with our UU congregation so that now I feel uncomfortable going there myself. This is where my women's group is; they know everything about work; they don't know the other stuff, only one person in my women's group who also went through csa and her mother had ECT.
I am on the Board and chair of the social activities committee plus go to a mixed group in addition to my women's group. They have been very supportive, but now I find myself hurt and angry abourt what they said about my husband. His behavior was awful, but they attacked him as a person, and that is just not acceptable as much as he pisses me off alot too.
I feel like I am on an emotional roller coaster and pissed at my doctor too. What does he want from me for crying out loud. I want to say to him on Wednesday, "Well if you were ever around, I might not find it so hard to talk to you." I think I will say that. Right now life just sucks. Husbands often suck.
My cats are very sick, at least my Sigi is--he has kidney failure from the damn stuff from China in the animal food. I am doing my best for him; give him his IV stuff only it's not intravenous. IT's under the skin--like water to help flush his kidneys but he started vomiting again today; not a good sign. He goes back to the Vet on Sat, three weeks from the last time, and if they say his creatin level is still creeping up, I am going to freak out. He is my main comfort; his sister, Freyja, is not very affectionate just demanding and needy all the time.
I am rambling on again and need to go take a shower and go to bed so I am ready for whatever might be tomorrow. My guess is nothing yet; it is the waiting that makes me nuts.
Oz
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