Posted by muffled on July 13, 2007, at 11:49:42
So I phoned T and left inane message, so she did phone back, but I missed the call, and she left message:
She was sorry I couldn 't come to appt, she missed seeing me, but understood. Thanks for fax and input in it. She said to take VERY good care :-) And then she said she'd be in next a.m. for a short time then away until July 31 st :-(
So I never got ahold of her.
I supposed to go hols on the 25 or so for 2 wks. So not able to say Hi to T until mebbe 2 nd week of Aug. So a month again. But Guess its for the best cuz we terminated.
I am soooooooooooooo stupid.
But a body gets used to being able to let more of the inside of themselves show to someone, and its hard when that person no longer avail.
Now I feel i sliding into the pit. Hard to do anything.
My kids are bored. I just want to sleep.
Hard to get the gumption to find some day camp for them. They won't want to go. And is it safe anyways????
Sigh.
So I trying to get trailer ready for hols. We been staying in it to see what we might want tp put in it etc. But limited computer access :-(
And Dr. Bob, I dunno wassup w/him? So I worried bout babble too :-(
I am a bad mom, not cooking meals, we just forage. Too hot, and I don't give a sh*t.
I dunno WHAT to do :-(
M
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