Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on July 6, 2007, at 12:11:19
In reply to Re: So , thats it. » muffled, posted by sunnydays on July 6, 2007, at 11:20:30
Muff ((((((((((((((((((muff)))))))))))))))))))
Your inner badness is somehow invisible to me. I've yet to see a trace of it anywhere. I'm not quite sure how it could rub off on me or anyone else. Stick around and maybe you'll figure out a way to make therapy work with your life.
Sounds like somehow the tables got turned- you feel that instead of T helping you, you're helping T understand you. Since she's not ready to understand you, you don't see how she's going to be able to help you. And then you want to SHOW her how bad the dissociation feeling is-- a demonstration of what it means to hurt in a way that feels lonely, isolating.
You're not alone muffled- maybe I understand a little bit, and another babbler understands another little bit. Together maybe we understand a lot, or at least we can plead ignorance and support you nonetheless.
Maybe you feel like your body has forsaken you, but remember that you own your body. Your Self lives inside of your body and your body asks to be treated respectfully. A lot of pain goes away when we start being kind to our bodies. baby steps?
I know that the summertime is stressful for parents. Kids are whiny and seem to demand constant amusement. Fatigue. I can only imagine...
Just wanted to let you know that I'm here. Rant away. I'm sorry things are so rough right now. Just because you're feeling like crap doesn't make you a bad person, and it doesn't mean that you deserve less support
no need to respond to this post- it takes a lot of energy to respond sometimes
take care (((((((((xoxoxo muffled)))))))))
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