Posted by sandyann on July 4, 2007, at 13:15:45
I signed up a couple of days ago.
I posted about my years of anxiety and depression and now my only brother passed away.
I have always thought if anything happened to him I would just die.
He was found dead after three days last Aug.
My psycharist has me on different medications and I see a therapist and went to some grief support meetings.
I can't get him off my mind.
I got to his house the next day and where he had died there was a bloody print of his body and the house smelled.
I was already in shock and I screamed instead of cried.
I went to see someone for EMDR and she would not do it said I was not stable enough so my dr has mentioned ECT would that help in a grief and shock situation?
Please I need some feedback.
My am my brothers only survivor. I am married and have a grown daughter but I don't even have any family that I can grief with.
I smell his house and can't get it out of my head.
Sandyann
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thread:767601
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