Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on June 22, 2007, at 22:39:53
In reply to Re: quieT uh oh » LlurpsieNoodle, posted by DAisym on June 22, 2007, at 17:59:14
> I've wanted to start a thread on this for awhile, but don't want to hi-jack yours so will start below: What does it mean to your therapy when your symptoms diminish?
or, in my case, never actualized? Like I promise him "I've got these symptoms" but he hasn't had the pleasure of watching me dig some horror out of my memory with white knuckles and trip to lala land.
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> I'm sure he was trying to notice your strengths and be reassuring. I've had that feeling before too, like, "what? you don't think I need you?"
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> Try to resist the need to show him. It is self-destructive to do that. It is OK to let things be quiet and stable for awhile. Eventually your issues will present themselves in a natural way for you both to work with. You have a lot of other things to pay attention to right now. And that is OK.Yeah you're right. Self-destructive is not so good for me. Supposed to be taking good care of myself. I can't believe I missed a dose of my medicine. Haven't done that in about 4 months. It's like there's a saboteurre upstairs. Trying to rock the boat. see if anything repugnant falls out.
my posts have been kind of nonsensical and vague today too. and the dizzies. this is not on [conscious] purpose. really? I haven't even convinced myself that I didn't conveniently forget to take that pill this am. Knowing what the consequences were. Forgot to take only the pill with the short half-life. (asst. self-curses = the caramels in the chocolate box that I always find and never enjoy]
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you have supportive intentions. sorry if I'm a weirdo tonight. I'm sure I'll regret this post if I ever have the courage to read it again.more muttering curses
-Ll
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