Posted by Happyflower on June 13, 2007, at 16:55:08
In reply to Re: *Trigger *questions Lots of mother triggers, posted by Nathan_Arizona on June 12, 2007, at 23:18:44
OMG! Your story brings tears to my eyes, and I don't normally cry. I had no idea of what you have been through. I am honored you shared that with me. I wish it didn't happen, but you sharing it with me as helped me feel like I am not the only one who has lived a sh*t sandwich.
I know the rest of my life can be better, and I am trying really hard . I think I am doing the right things to help. It is just some days it is so hard to keep trying. Sometimes I just want to go to bed and cover my body and not hear a sound on the outside and on the inside. I just want my mind to be quiet and peacefull.
I had to rescue all my pond fish yesterday. We have a leak in the pond liner and I had to buy a tank for the fish while we replaced it (can't find the whole). It is so peacefull watching the fish up close. I think it would be wonderful to be a fish. ;-) I even have a few almost formed bull frog tadpoles. It is funny seeing something swim around with all its legs. Maybe I compair it to myself, I am changing to another creature, but in limbo land (like the water is to a frog) until I have all the skills to swim on my own.
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