Posted by muffled on June 11, 2007, at 11:44:18
In reply to dunno whats wrong., posted by muffled on June 8, 2007, at 16:09:09
Not sure.
Mebbe I want her to say.....
if you calling, is it the kid?(cuz good chance it would be cuz of kid, and that she scared)
And if it is the kid, maybe she could say to her, that its gonna be OK. That the adult me will take care of her, that the adult me not perfect but she will. That she thinks adult me is OK, and mebbe kid can listen to her, and trust her some.
Maybe it'd be nice to hear that if for some reason we fly into space....that maybe she'd try and bring us back. She would come with the nice voice and say good words.
Maybe she could just say, its OK. Its gonna be OK.
Problem is.....
would I let myself hear T?
To feel what T is saying?
To take it in?
To understand?
To ALLOW some peace to this body?
To let go of the familiar creshendo?
Or
would I just frustrate myself cuz I such a f*cking idiot.
Arrggghhh.
M
poster:muffled
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