Posted by susan47 on May 31, 2007, at 19:20:01
In reply to Madame B, posted by susan47 on May 31, 2007, at 19:09:49
Not that You're dog poo, y'understand.
Why do I do that?
Why do I make Fun of, what is in fact, a very Serious Subject?
Why does anyone? Why do people pretend anything, in fact .. but I do want to say this. Madame B said that our darling (she didn't say the "our darling" part, that is put in by me) Dr. X is very, shall we say (again mine) .. Charismatic .. attractive .. well-groomed ... Oi.
Oi f*cking oi f*cking omigodiWanted .. Wanted Him. Like, on a Wanted poster. Mr. Lovely. Mr gorgeous .. darling Dr. Gorgeous, Dr. X ... to this day I see a man who looks like him in even the faintest little way, and Wham my memory Hits Me like a rubber balloon gone Pop! .. or a sudden feeling of euphoric wistfulness .. and I feel beautiful, and attractive, and smart and nice, and I think maybe I smell like a Woman .. you know. w-o-m-a-n ... mmmmmmmmmmmm .. and then it slowly slowly fades away, until the next time I get reminded that Yes, Virginia, there is a Santa .... do you remember, the santa in a suit, the Dx in a suit. Hah.
I better get on with my effing little life, too much it's just too much. Today was better than yesterday, and not as good as tomorrow.
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