Posted by gazo on May 31, 2007, at 18:21:41
In reply to pdoc and *ss in gear (way too long), posted by gazo on May 31, 2007, at 13:57:31
i like saying dog poo.
so i managed to get out of the house, late for bus, got off at wrong stop, paid for second bus to get to the agency that was closed. :o( i will dig up their webpage or something so i can find out when is best to go. But it means i don't have that info now in helping me decide what to do about the job i have.
development number 2.. H. He needs flex hrs (long story) but has not asked for them yet at new job. He got into work at about 2pm their time. :-O So, here i am considering needing him as a resource if i leave this job, but fearing he could be fired again.
i want to leave this job because the pain is bad. After about an hour i am in tremendous pain.. and it gets worse the next day. Otherwise it's not so bad. The people are nice. It gets me out of the house i guess.
i would really really like not having to get out of the house. i am deeply depressed and i am rpone to isolation, but i am burnt out too. i want some time where i don't *have* to be anywhere. i have never had a vacation since i became an adult. Never. How fair is that?
so i don't know.. i am supposed to work an 8hr shift tomorrow. That will kill me. But it lessens the fear of what H is doing/not doing.
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