Posted by gazo on May 29, 2007, at 15:50:12
In reply to sucking donkey butt, posted by gazo on May 28, 2007, at 14:28:26
thanks guys. i talked to my chiro, the only person i trust anymore.. the only one who has listened to me from the start and helped me get my underlying dx. She said the job would be very bad for me. She was hesitant because she knows i need this job. But she said it would be increasing pain every time i worked. She said i need to be in an ergonomically designed chair.
i looked at my other income for this month... after i take out the self employment tax, pay my rent and deduct the cost of the AC unit i had to buy because of the dogs.... i have about $200 for the month to pay for food, transportation, drug card and T. And i need new shoes..the ones i have to have average about $150-200.
wtf?
i suck i suck i suck.
all i was able to get was this crappy job. i need money but i am in pain. what am i going to do? why am i so freakin pathetic? All of my friends are settled into career jobs and making good money. i had to leave my profession, can't do it anymore. Now what do i do? Many of you know what i am trying to build a career doing.. but i need money.
i suck so bad. DOnkey butt isn't good enough.
increased pain + small income, or less pain + no income
so i guess it doesn't matter much that T will be back next monday... i don't have any money to pay him for even one session, much less weekly for a month.
in my misery i bought more gerber daisies. See Llurpsie...one thing of beauty.
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