Posted by sunnydays on May 8, 2007, at 21:45:20
In reply to No, Absolutely Not » sunnydays, posted by susan47 on May 8, 2007, at 21:40:48
See, I've told him I love him. And he didn't reject me. He told me he has loving feelings for me to (but like a daughter, not sexual, all that stuff - which is good, because I'd freak if it were sexual). I trust he won't reject me no matter what I tell him, I just can't seem to make myself tell him all the time. There's something tied up in being so personal. I have gigantic trust issues with everyone and anyone, so it's normal it's playing out with my T too, I guess. I'm sure we'll talk about this some tomorrow. It doesn't help this anxious waiting feeling though, and the feeling like I want him to be there all the time. I know it can't happen. But I have definitely told him all of this, and he hasn't rejected me yet. It's just the nasty problem of trust.
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