Posted by gazo on May 3, 2007, at 17:18:24
In reply to Re: is this weird? » gazo, posted by muffled on May 3, 2007, at 15:51:00
ok.. so now i am having this identity crisis!! i am worried that my name is actually muffled and i live someplace else. i seem to have a parallel universie thingy happening.... Muffy girl, you're freaking me out. :p
i was also considering asking him to leave me a calming message... but i am too afraid. i am afraid of being intrusive.. i even apologized for calling him even though the call was about a scheduling question! Nothing freaky in it.. there was something freaky in the voicemail he left though :oS
and i listen to the message over and over several times in a row.. like a LOT.
and hahaha... maybe we're ALL strange? hahaha.. just joking guys... :p
> Oh MAN!!! Gazo, if its weird, so am I!!!
> I think like the others said. Its like a connection to our T. We hear the voice, we are reminded they DO exist. It calms us.
> Its a way for us to connect with our T, but not be intrusive, as so many of us worry about.
> There have been times where I been so distressed, that I've literally listened REPEATEDLY to the same short message. Like maybe 10x!!In a row!!! Dunno, wasn't counting. Just the voice made me feel safe I guess. The words didn't matter.
> So to me its not about stalking, it about being soothed in a way that works for me, and that my T proly don't mind. I have somewhat mentioned it in passing in my faxes.
> That being said....I am trying to get up the nerve to ask my T to leave me a message thats calming? or something, cuz we in a weird place in T. Arrgh, I can tell my T to 'shove it', but I can't ask for something nice???!!! I am such a nut.
> Sigh, the joys of T.
> You take care Gazo,
> Muffled
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