Posted by gazo on April 26, 2007, at 17:28:58
my life is way too hard to handle and i just have to deal with that by itself. i hurt and i hurt more when i see other people hurt. i am hypersensitive.. i cry a lot, but when no one else can see me.
i'm making a mess of the mess i already have. i am actively making it worse and can't seem to stop. Drinking or whatever.
i am sure people see me making it all worse and then feeling bad over and over.. i want to stop doing that here and IRL.
i may come to chat but i won't be on the boards for a bit. i need to wrap myself in my quilt and snuggle a warm doggy... or two. i need to sit in the sun and pretend i am alive.
much peace and love
poster:gazo
thread:753734
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