Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on April 23, 2007, at 11:40:54
I got up the nerve to call T at home. She wasn't there, but maybe she checked her caller id.
she called me back an hour later.
we talked about diss stuff. she said that what I was going through was normal. I think I need to print out an extra copy of diss and burn it in effigy.
just burn the damn thing.
She told me she'd see me at my regular time. I felt kind of dumb for calling her. But she did tell me something interesting. That I don't have to be mentally ill to have the feelings that I'm having (the assumption being that my T is not mentally ill.)
I will just have to push on. like I did in organic chemistry 2nd semester when every single exam after spring break felt like a death sentence. At least there's only 3 more weeks of this madness.
3.more.weeks.
I defend in 3 days. today I get my hair cut so I won't look like shaggy llurpsiemonster. I have picked out my outfit. Linen. so that I won't be too hot under the collar.
Now I feel better prepared. I have to read my literature review notes. today. that's the thing. try to remember everything that I've read. and read 2 papers over again in their entirety. that will keep me busy. barfy, but busy.
better get started though
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