Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on April 19, 2007, at 8:53:52
In reply to Re: random list of stuff that sucks right now » LlurpsieNoodle, posted by gazo on April 19, 2007, at 8:43:05
you are a beacon gazo.
thanks for shining for me
and for accepting me just the way I am.
I don't think anyone would ever agree that I was BPI. BPII is a possibility. I am going to talk about it with my T. I HAVE to talk about it with my T since it's causing me to have distress. meanwhile...
I get to be me regardless of some new letters attached to a chart somewhere. I guess. I was just hoping I would get better on my own and go back to living a life of no medication.
Maybe scratchpad is telling me that it can be done. difficult but it can be done.
my own brother has done it. he hasn't been in treatment for a decade and he has done pretty well for himself.
pdoc told me that estrogen is not so good for the bipolar folks. that it causes symptoms when it increases and then suddenly decreases during our cycles. I guess I have that symptom. I have always been very moody and even suicidal around that time of the month. a bellwether.
I guess I just figured that was natural part of having a uterus and ovaries.
what about crunchy cuticles. I have that symptom too.
and lack of motivation to rewrite the introduction to my diss. I have that kind of apathy that kept me in bed for 6 hours before bedtime. at least I was on babble though ((((((babble)))))) something to do that is free and won't tempt me to do something dumb.
thanks gazo for the pep talk. I'm glad you are gazo
-Ll
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