It's hard to post here

Posted by Honore on April 13, 2007, at 23:13:00

about things that matter to me.
I'm not sure why, but it doesn't feel as if I'll get responses that feel right.
I had surgery, which was a terrible struggle, just to get to the point of having it happen. It's just so hard for me to see people when I don't feel at all in control, or when I at least feel as if I'll have to depend on people or let them take care of me.
I can't believe all the stuff I've been through over this, and it's a small deal elective surgery. I can't imagine how people can handle things so much more frightening than this. Even now, it's exhausting not to know how well something will heal or turn out, and to wait worrying about it every second of the day.
Life is really way too hard for me.
Honore

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