Posted by JoniS on April 10, 2007, at 9:45:34
In reply to Re: Want to Quit cause it seems 'as good as it get » JoniS, posted by Dinah on April 10, 2007, at 9:09:16
Thanks so much for your response Dinah. It helps to know what others in similar situations are/heve been going through, and your insights on my situation.
I was irritated with him about the email.I think that's because to me he seems like one day he wants to be totally supportive and encouraging when I need it, and other times he seems like he wants me to do it on my own. Just 2 weeks ago he surprised me with an email (he never does that) to ask how I was doing. But yet with my email this week to say I'm not so good, fighting depression, he doesn't want to respond.
I have been thinking about quitting for a while. I really question whether I will get beyond where I am with my extremely low self esteem and fears when I interact with people I believe are better than I am.
My counseling is at no cost to me at all, it's a service of the church my husband used to pastor.
I am very attached to my therapist and sometimes I think that is the only reason I continue. I don't know.
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