Posted by Dinah on April 6, 2007, at 10:37:21
In reply to Re: Group Update, posted by Daisym on April 5, 2007, at 0:28:16
> I cried when I got to my car. Relief, stress, frustration. It isn't group, or the therapist or anything. It is just me. I want to do something really, really insane and bad. I want to be wrong. I want someone to tell me I'm wrong and then fix me. I'm tired of the being a good girl.
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> It is too hard to keep being this good. Feels like I'm on a very high, very thin rope, with no net. I wish someone would push me off.Oh boy, do I hear you.
And yet, for me at least, I can't bear not be the good girl. If I'm not the good girl, who am I?
poster:Dinah
thread:745674
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