Posted by Scentedgarden on April 4, 2007, at 21:57:20
In reply to Re: i chickened out - again :o( » DisTraught, posted by gazo on April 4, 2007, at 12:52:15
PLz don't beat urself up bout it...least u got to the building...maybe you don't want to feel as tho ur a burden to him...but like you say he is a T so its his line of work to deal with all that stuff.... Take heart... maybe mext time you try you CAN drop it off... I've written to m\\y T every week for yrs... and I know she relishes the chalenges.... Anayway your new T does seem genuine from what you sad bout him in the last session... so I doubt very much he'd be sending you to hospital....Remember HE is there to help you Gazo... He is trained to deal with all sorts of traumatic and painful happenings/thought etc in his clients/patients life... TAke Heart my friend.... AT least you had th courage to write the letter... which is a bid step in itself... some people like to write, and if you're one of them it will come through in your writing... and it will certainly assist you with opening up more if he has this wonderful insight from your heart felt written thoughts and feelings... I also thinknthe fact you used to look at the floor and now you are loooking him in the eye for short periods...is fabby! making eye contact...! thats a huge step too...from looking down at the floor.... So, please dont beat urself up over not droppping it off...you did well even going to the building with the intention to hand it in for him... there is always a next time... sometimes we have to take littl baby steps Gazo..other times we take huge flying leaps... ANYWAY I JUST WANT TO ENCOURAGE YOU, SAY I HEAR YOU AND, i hope you are keeping well.. take lots and lots of care special girl..!
Kindest wishes for and to you - hugs too<<<*>>>>>
scentedgarden
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