Posted by Happyflower on March 29, 2007, at 20:09:45
In reply to Re: I am letting go » Happyflower, posted by canadagirl on March 29, 2007, at 19:11:45
I am not sure if I did the right thing, I might have sounded angry, not so much by my tone of voice, but what I said like "waste of time", someone else needs the appointment more than me.
Maybe I am angry at everything to do with therapy and him. I feel angry and sad too.
Maybe I want to show him that I don't need him, but I probably do. I am just confused. Maybe me leaving is better than him leaving me. Maybe anger is helping me leave. I have never really had a good goodbye in my life, so why start now?
I am tired, I think I just need to go to bed. Maybe I regret what I have done, maybe not, maybe I just want to be angry and not show I even care or need him. Maybe I want him to feel bad too that my therapy is ended.
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