Posted by widget on March 9, 2007, at 0:25:57
In reply to I am afraid...(trigger?), posted by bil on March 8, 2007, at 19:57:25
I understand what you are saying. I, too, have contacted my brothers and mother who say everything was boringly normal in my family. But, it wasn't. Sometimes, I thought I was going crazy or just was. That's how it is when you "know" something but no one will validate your feelings. Trust your feelings. Find a therpist. There are monsters, I know. But, they are toothless, memories of the real monsters who really hurt us. Its hard to be brave when you have been so brave all of your life and you don't realize all you have been doing and carrrying. But, you are NOT alone. I have been in the bad, yucky place and am finding a way out. This is not to say that I don't have my "blind" moments, but now I think I know they will pass and I am stronger. Believe in yourself. That is your strength. Warmly, widget ps. its ok to be afraid, you don't have to do it alone, who can?
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