Posted by Iwillsurvive on March 7, 2007, at 22:12:01
In reply to Re: Thx Littleone » Iwillsurvive, posted by littleone on March 7, 2007, at 19:41:08
> I’m glad my post helped you. It’s good for me to try and reach back. Pulls me out of hiding a little bit.
**Good :)
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> I know people are very accepting of you and your parts. But I have trouble extending that to me. I get so convinced that people are saying horrible things about me behind my back. I know that’s an echo from the past… but it’s so hard to trust the world when it’s always been so cruel in the past.**Yeah, there is LOTS of cruelty in this world. Lots. But there's good too. Trust. Thats a big word. Hard to trust. But my T says that people WILL hurt me, its the way of the world. They can't hurt me really in certain ways, but their words can hurt. And lotsa times people don't even mean to hurt, it unthinking. I am dealing better with fresh hurts. I know I am not bad now. I am trying very hard to be good. And lotsa times if someone hurts me or is mean to me, I just realize that lotsa times its just a reflection of THEIR inner pain, and really doesn't have a whole ton to do with me personally. At least I am TRYING.
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> I feel safe talking with you.
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**Thank you. That is so huge. I am so honored by that. I don't know what to say. Just huge. Thank you. I not saying it well, but mebbe you know what I am trying to say.
Take care.
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