Posted by wishingstar on January 28, 2007, at 14:52:40
In reply to Re: what keeps you going? (my reasons), posted by cubic_me on January 27, 2007, at 7:40:06
I dont think those sound selfish or stupid at all. Heck, sometimes I think that if I die, I'd never get to have chocolate again (my true addiction) and I cant say its ever stopped me from hurting myself, but it is something I know I'd miss! Hah. I think as long as it works for you and keeps you fighting, then it's perfect.
> I have two main reasons, that sound very selfish really, but they're what keep me alive sometimes.
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> Firstly I have a huge fear of being dead. I know that sounds stupid, but I hate to think of my body being found (a burden on someone) and I hate that I won't be in control of it and that it'll decompose. I hate it that I want to die so much sometimes, but don't want my body to be dead.
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> Secondly, killing myself would mean that people would know about 'me' and my depression etc, especially my parents. I'm a very private person and really don't want anyone to know.
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