Posted by muffled on January 23, 2007, at 22:53:41
In reply to Re: Weird**drugs trigger**, posted by youngaddict on January 23, 2007, at 22:05:30
> well i guess what really matters here is what is was that you read that gave you this reaction? and i am some one who has smoked mass quantities (and still do) of weed so I know that feeilng. ... so not a flashback but some sort of physical reaction to what you read.. something you have felt before?
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> i hope you are better though!**Thanks YA. Hey when I was in residential treatment there was a pot addict there too!
Anyways, I have out of bodied before, mebbe frozen, but never crazy high!!! It was weird but not unpleasant.
I remmeber awhile back when I was mixing meds etc to get a little wrecked, and my T reading my notes of how I saw light flashes and my head was doing wierd stuff, she says, weren't you frightened?!?! LOL! I told her the whole point of getting wasted WAS getting wasted, and so it was a GOOD thing to be all f'd up. Sigh. I don't think she 'got' it.
But that was awhile back, and I didn't really realize WAS abusing (good old denial) but now I realize I was and don't do it. Cuz I just can't do the T work when I abusing, just don't seem to work for me somehow.
Thanks for reply YA, hope you can get off that stuff awhile and let your body clean out. Its hard, but worth it. I volunteer w/addicts and street people, and they just regular people most of them......but some of them break my heart, cuz they SO nice, but the drugs got them, and to see them sick makes me very, very sad.
Take special care YA.
You come across as a great person.
Muffled
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