Posted by ElaineM on January 3, 2007, at 23:15:14
In reply to Elaine, How are you?, posted by MidnightBlue on January 2, 2007, at 17:43:12
I'm not well, but I'm going through day after day.
I'll say a little more tomorrow - maybe. It's hard to talk. I've gone through a h*ll of alot the last month, and it feels like I've been underwater the whole time. It honestly feels like 31 days happened in the blink of an eye - today was a big day. I don't always feel safe here anymore. Anywhere really. But today was pretty horrible, (and night is always worse) so I thought I'd post. But I also haven't been very lucid lately. I'm just really really struggling. And everything is piling up - it's not "just" T. I feel me reaching my shut-down point.But thanks for asking of me. It makes me feel present. And thought of.
(((MB)))
blove, EL
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