Posted by bil on December 3, 2006, at 21:02:18
I am totally confused... I only posted here a few times, and then started having quite a bad time with my therapist. In the meantime I forgot my signing on name and password, and so have re-registered- I keep going to admin to let them know, but can't get that to work, either. One of those weeks, (sigh).
I had to give it up, though. It just got too awful. I was struggling SO HARD to be able to afford it- and just couldn't. I sat there crying so hard at my next-to-last session- explaining to her I didn't even have enough for bus fare to get to sessions- she said "leave it with me until next week" ...next week comes, I waffle for 50 minutes thinking 'what's going on???' too worried to ask- then she gets out receipt book and starts filling it out. I explained AGAIN that I honestly would have to stop therapy because of finances... she smiled sweetly and said "We can discuss that next week" !!!!!
I went home in shock. Sat down a few days later and wrote to her agency saying I CANNOT come anymore because I can't even afford my rent... I get a letter a few days later, (signed by the secretary) saying that she thinks I should come in so we can discuss why my financial problems "SEEM" to be preventing me coming in. Like she doesn't believe me.
That just did it. I sat there crying telling her how bad things were, and she thinks I'm making up all up. So I wrote another letter- and I'm not going back. Ever. I have had ENOUGH of it.
ohhhh.... but I feel so bad. I had such hopes for therapy- hoping it would help. Just feel so... lost. Again.bil
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