Posted by corafree on November 21, 2006, at 15:12:44
Building up since maybe 3-4 weeks ago.
My anxiety is way off any chart I ever had! I won't even go out to get my mail.
Is it holidays? Is it missing Dad? Is it a result of my nervous breakdown last March? I am 'broken' now? Is it E-XR 'again'?
I want to cry (only emotion sadness) but E-XR makes it impossible for emotions to rise to your recognition.
Cannot titrate off E-XR 'now' as I'm 'smackdab in mid holidays', 'cuz .. THIS TIME withdrawal will be difficult. (I know; checked it out.)
This began about 3wks ago when I was babysitting 6moold and 1-1/2yold, and I fell to the floor in a sitting position, baby on lap, toddler kind of trying to get on top of us w/ a toy, then I began bawling, got weak and could barely stand up, hyperventilating, .. called a friend for help. Put baby in bed in locked room (re: toddler). House child-proofed and toddler played while I layed down in my bed until someone arrived.
That's what made me think needed AD again and started E-XR. Wish hadn't.
I've never felt this way before.
scaredoutofwitsifhadany, cf
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