Posted by sunnydays on November 17, 2006, at 20:45:30
In reply to Re: how long does grieving what you never had last? » sunnydays, posted by canadagirl on November 17, 2006, at 19:37:27
It does feel so deep. And it seems like now that it's so close to the surface, the littlest thing can bring it up and bring me to tears. I don't know how I'll get through Thanksgiving. And today my T was trying to help me with some problem-solving about going home, but I really just wanted him to hold me, so it wasn't as comforting as I had hoped it would be right before I left. Although I think some of that was probably that I couldn't/wouldn't explain to him what it was I needed. Just couldn't find the words.
I know it's best. But it feels like I could cry and cry and cry.
sunnydays
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