Posted by Jost on November 15, 2006, at 16:20:39
In reply to Re: Had to miss therapy » Dinah, posted by Gee on November 15, 2006, at 15:46:54
I must have the flu, too. That's the conclusion I came to about an hour ago. I"ve been sleeping all day the last three days or four days and feel awful.
Some kind of flu. I went to my T today and it was really bad, because I didn't have the energy to say anything. Reminded me of a lot of times at the beginning, when I was really depressed.
My T just doesn't say anything unless I'm putting out energy, kind of carrying on some kind of purposive conversation. If I don't, he's completely silent. It's really as if he isn't even there. Or as if he's there and it's worse than if he weren't because if he weren't I wouldn't feel so scared. Or maybe I would, I can't tell. He's like some malign presence that I have to be very careful not to make angry or frustrate.
I really felt as if I couldn't breathe, and was going to die of asphyxiation or something. I took some xanax, but it was good the time was over before I got too much more afraid again.
I wonder how long the flu lasts.
Jost
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