Posted by Daisym on November 15, 2006, at 0:51:54
In reply to Hi, Daisy -- How's it going?, posted by TherapyGirl on November 14, 2006, at 21:25:14
Thanks for asking. Today was a hard day.
I talked to my husband last night about holidays, etc. And then cried for two hours. It isn't that I want things to go back, I just feel so sad about it all. But he certainly seems fine and has moved on. Maybe that hurts my feelings?
I saw my group therapist for an individual session today. It was weird to be in someone else's office. And she doesn't know so much. I realized how easy communication has become with my therapist, those half sentences and the looks that mean, "go ahead, just say it." She was very nice and I cried like an idiot when we talked about my therapist being away during this very hard time. I left feeling kind of raw, the missing him was so big. So I haven't decided yet whether this support session made it better or worse.
I'm supposed to be journaling to him everyday. I haven't written to him at all. I can't help but wonder what that is about?
But all in all, I'm fine. Really. (Repeat three times forcefully - I'm fine. Fine. Just fine.)
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