Posted by bent on November 11, 2006, at 9:37:26
...such a loser. On a weekend, sobbing to the pdocs ear and sobbing to my T's voiemail. It's not that there is a d*mn thing they can do. Well maybe they can. Dr sent me Ativan. I have never taken that. I need to calm down. I am crying too much, cant breathe, and feel like I'm drowning in my soggy pillow. And its All over putting my pet to sleep. My poor baby was my best friend, i thought he was just feeling bad but 2 hours later, he has late lyphoma and I am holding him as he drfts away.
I feel like I am dying with him and at the same time I feel like i am so pathetic. I cant move.
I wish my T would call back.. They have a number for a t on call but I didnt go there. Just a message on her normal VM. I asked her to call but I dont know how often she checks it on the weekend.
I cant write any more tight now
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