Posted by muffled on November 6, 2006, at 12:13:20
In reply to You guys..., posted by muffled on November 3, 2006, at 15:31:05
I stopped the seroquel. I just was feeling too weird.
Mebbe I'll do zoloft, cuz I do think mebbe I just plain depressed now.
I dunno WHAT to think or say or do.
I did lv. a voice mail that didn't say much on my t's cell. She did phone back and say she would be thinking of me.
She'll come to her office and get mt nutty fax today or tomorrow.
Faxes are great, cuz it is absolutely the ONLY way I'd ever get up the nerve to say stuff.
Like the fax she will get today/tomorrow. I DON'T want to deal with it, I feel SO stupid. But she will get it and so she will say,'lets go over the fax you sent', Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.
Sigh.
I let my inside kid say on the fax that she liked my T. She even wrote the whole name, I usu. just use an initial.
Then I let the kid have a little water in my eyes. But then, despite myself, I panicked and quashed it...
Sigh.
Thanks for your replys guys.
I feel like such a complete moron.
Its really hard to not have memories to look back at.
Makes everything SO confusing. :-(
At least I guess you guys don't make me feel leperous. Though I guess you safe cuz leperousy can't spread on computer...
Muffled
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