Posted by sunnydays on October 31, 2006, at 22:31:13
I'm feeling so so sad tonight. Who knows why. These feelings just come out of nowhere, it seems. And I miss my T. It's only two more days until I see him, but it feels like I have to climb Mount Everest in between. I just need comfort. Whoever was talking about a closet with pillows in it and a lamp, I need that so bad right now. And lots of blankets, and my stuffed rabbit. And the ability to sleep until I can see my T again and no work to do. And no responsibilities.
Memories get triggered even with no cause at all it seems like. Reading a scientific article about harassment for food in animals should not make me break down crying. I just don't understand where these feelings come from. And they hurt so much.
sunnydays
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