Posted by nutsandmore on October 30, 2006, at 15:02:45
In reply to Re: SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME » nutsandmore, posted by muffled on October 24, 2006, at 15:47:37
Yeah thanks, it always passes but only for a few days, then its right back. My son is 5 so he is at school through the day, i stay in the bathroom if i can't control the crying because it really upsets him. I try to explain, and make up things, but it still upsets him and that upsets me more, vicious neverending cycle, my daughter is 17 months, and it affects her but as long as she doesn't see my face, its not so bad. My husband wigs out and wants to check me in, then when i go to get help, cause somethin aint right, the dr's make me feel stupid for even going. I know that where i am changing dr's they want my file from the place now, and i know they will give me the same dumb look. Its scary, i've been like this for so long, i'm afraid that i will never be able to enjoy all the good things in my life. Thats whats so crazy, my kids are perfect, my husband is perfect, needs a job, but treats me like a queen, great family, mom in laws. But then theres me, the nut in the middle that stands in the middle of all this joy and sobs like a baby. I just dont want to be like this anymore.
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