Posted by Lindenblüte on October 16, 2006, at 18:45:24
In reply to Re: Engulfment for example » Lindenblüte, posted by Declan on October 16, 2006, at 17:23:37
A whole pot.
Declan- I'm fragmenting. The bus driver racially profiled me. Drove right past me only stopped after I waved him down and chased the bus half a block. Asked me if I really wanted to get on this bus.
Tersely
Yes, This is the bus I want.
Sat down. fuming.
How Dare He Racially Profile Me on a Rainy Day When his Bus Number Isn't Even Lit, and I Have to Wait Until He Passes The Bus Stop To See The Paper Sign That YES, This Is the Bus I Want to Get On.
Pisses the f*ck out of me. I KNOW I'm a minority. Why doesn't he f*cking rub it in by making me run half a block through the pouring rain where there isn't even a sidewalk, because he's too lazy to slow down to see if perhaps this unlikely person (unlikely because of my RACE and because of the STOP where I'm getting on is largely populated by people of my RACE) is flagging down his bus.
mother. f*cker.
Is that part of "wanting everything"?
I never wanted to be owned, Declan. I want to be cared for, which is different. A lot of people mistreat their possessions. I want to be rescued, and yet left the f*ck alone. I want to be ON the bus, but I'm pissed off because of the way I was humiliated when I got on.
-Li
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