Posted by muffled on September 27, 2006, at 10:35:23
In reply to Re: How'd it go today?? » muffled, posted by TherapyGirl on September 27, 2006, at 8:30:24
> I'm glad you went and that you mostly feel better. I don't think you should be so hard on yourself about not wanting to tell her she screwed up about the phone call -- it's hard to do that with anyone, much less our Ts. Could you bring it up next week or in a fax?
***Hey TG,
Yeah, I'll proly fax her.
The thing is, sometime when I stressed I blank out some, and sometimes I don't even know when I do it.
So I wonder, if in the stress of the moment, that I forgot, and that I might have told her to just forget it, because it was so painful for me and emabarassing, the whole thing. IRL, it wasn't a big deal, but for me it was HUGE. So mebbe I told her NOT to phone????
Mebbe I just wanted to remember that she was gonna phone cuz that was a nice thot?
Blanking SUCKS.
Cuz I just don't know.
And now I goto ask.
And I feel so petty.
And small.
But I ABHOR lies.
So I goto tell the truth, and she so nice, she'll proly not make me feel like a freak at all.....
Sigh.
Thanks for all your help TG, I appreciate it.
Muffled
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