Posted by muffled on September 21, 2006, at 5:39:26
two of my inside kids are dead. But they ok. They with God, and He will take care of them.
And I dunno, but mebbe they had the ugly and took it with them, so I should thank them for doing that.
And they ok with God now.
So I don't goto worry bout them.
Sometimes I get a little scared they not dead.
Isn't that awful.
But if they dead and with God thats ok.
Is that cold and unfeeling?
What if they not dead?
What if I am turning my back on them.
Letting them suffer while we mosey along with our petty little quarrels.
But even if they not dead, they could be with God.
I was gonna tell my T this, but I dunno.
I don't think she too pleased w/my people somehow.
Kinda weirds her out.
My people don't weird me out.
But this dead one thing does.
So if it weirds me.....
I goto shut up.
Too much on my mind.
I am vomiting all my craziness on babble.
Sorry.
It just is hard to maintain the 'facade'.
The reasonably well adjusted middle class mother.
I use humour alot.
To cover.
Stuff.
Sh*t anyways.
Muffled
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