Posted by happyflower on September 2, 2006, at 8:00:18
Okay a week ago I am crying my eyes out about what was dianognosed about my neck and the causes of it (likely child abuse). So I am really feeling all sorry for myself, I had to give up my running and yoga too until treatment is done (3x a week for who know how long).
Then 2 days ago I hear about this new philharmonic they are putting together and I called and got an audition! Only 1 day to prepare I was really nervous. Well on the morning of my audition I was in physical therapy and I asked my doc if there was anything she could do for anxiety with accupuncture (she was going to treat another part of me anyways). SHe said yes, so I tried it and it worked. I am not sure if it was the power of suggestion or what. I know it has helped the pain in my feet in as little as 3 sessions so I know that it worked for that.
Well anyways, I went to my audition yesterday and I totally blew him away! LOL He was shocked that I got my chops back after just a year. He told me that I had the sound he was looking for, and I am in!!!!!!!!!! I am so freaking happy! I love playing in an orchestra, so much better than playing in a concert band.
My convidence must be inproving because during my trumpet lesson a couple of days ago, my trumpet instructor said wow, your new trumpet sounds really good. Well I told him it isn't the trumpet, it is me! I think he was shocked at what I said because he is used to the girl with no self confidence or self esteem. LOLThen I started my classes this week and I love it! My abnormal pych. professior is a total hoot! I haven't laughed so much in years! I had to wipe away the tears because I was laughing so hard. He was talking about what is "normal" and abnormal. Then he started to talk about Freud. OH, my! It was so funny!
So now I see my T on Tues, I thought I would be talking about my sorry for myself story but now my life has taken a 180 change. What the heck? Life is crazy, just nuts I tell you. LOL My head is a spinnin'.
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