Posted by muffled on August 22, 2006, at 19:57:15
I had my appt.
T's ok w/me, she's ok with ALL of me.
You guys right.
Think she just hadto get used to it.
But the evil thing fax came up.
She said she didn't really KNOW evil.
Thenshe asks me, do I?
I flipped.
Externally, she could tell I was extreemly bothered.
Inside I was TERRIFIED.
Couldn't stop the shaking.
And she kept talking,
and I kept trying to hold it together.
I ended up bolting away.
Can't write more now.
I'm so f*cked up.
I wanto break me somehow.
Hope I don't.
Sigh.
I dunno.
I feel sick.
Sorry.
poster:muffled
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