Posted by sunnydays on August 19, 2006, at 20:30:07
That's all I have to say about that. Just because I have the genetic makeup to cause depression, I get to spend a lot of time feeling unhappy when other people don't have to. I know there are medications, but what about times like now when they don't work so well? Then I have to go through the ordeal of changing dosages or changing medication. Not that I'm wishing anyone else unhappiness at all. I'm just wishing myself a little relief that just doesn't seem to be coming fast enough. It would probably help if I actually scheduled an appointment about changing medications rather than just thinking about it, but I'm scared. My T knows I have a hard time talking about my feelings, and he'll help me next week I think. I have serious issues with making phone calls (even for something as innocuous as a hairdresser's appointment) so it's not that I'm not trying. It just takes me a long time to work myself up to these things. And then I have to actually find it in me to tell the nurse practitioner what I've been feeling. Uggh. So not fair.
sunnydays
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