Posted by bent on June 26, 2006, at 8:08:08
There are six hours until my therapy appointment. Already I am feeling sick. I think I need to stay in the bathroom. My anxiety is overwhelming right now. I would do anything to get out of this appointment. I'd hate to lie to my T but I think I could today. And I dont know why. All week long I have had things on my mind that i could talk to her about and now they are nothing. Its like my mind is telling me, "you dont need therapy." I often get this way before my appointments but this time is worse. I just cant put my finger on whats bothering me. Can I just call her and tell her I quit? That I cant do it anymore? But sure enough, I will quit and then become even more of a wreck because I will miss and think I need my T. I dont know what I want to hear. I guess I am venting. Thanks.
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