Posted by fallsfall on June 25, 2006, at 12:13:13
In reply to I feel so pathetic, posted by milly on June 25, 2006, at 10:07:10
> Firstly sorry for offering so little lately, i've been lurking but felt so useless haven't been able to offer anything, so i don't expect anyone to offer me anything back as why would you.
*** We all have our chatty periods and our quiet periods. Don't feel badly about not offering much here. But don't deny US the opportunity to offer stuff to you!!
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> This week i have really pushed myself and things were good. I actually pulled off an amazing acheivement on Weds but now all i 'hear' is negative destructive stuff, infact the more people talk about how great weds was the more i sink lower.
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> They are still pondering bipolar but i don't know i am just experiencing such swings at the moment.*** When I do something good, it scares me because I think that people are going to expect me to keep functioning at that level. These days I can have spurts when I can do good stuff, but then I need some down time before the next spurt. When people say "Wow, you did great on Wednesday", I hear "So why didn't you do wonderful things on Thursday, Friday and Saturday???". It helps me to look at longer periods of time - how have I done for the last month, rather than the last day. That way the peaks and valleys smooth out a bit.
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> i really wish i could see my old T I miss him so.
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> You can ignore this rant from a worthless sh*t
> milly*** Nope, you are welcome to rant anytime (though this didn't seem like a rant to me...). And I disagree about your self-assessment.
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