Posted by scentedgarden on June 17, 2006, at 9:37:14
In reply to Has anyone heard from shrinking violet lately?, posted by happyflower on June 16, 2006, at 19:56:19
Hi Happyflower remember me? You asked if I was okay a few days ago and I replied to you.
just thought you'd reply back that's all.
I wasn't going to say any more about it, i was mulling things over, but, when i saw your post I thought you sounded like you really cared, so i opened up to you.
I know i got a bit wacky as i was very tired and my thinking was jumping about all over the place.
So, I apologise if that put you off replying -
still i have been hoping every day for amessage back from you since i did open up quite alot i felt online, and you seem to not give a s*it anymore. sorry, but surely you can see thats how it looks from my angle.
I thought you were very kind and caring happyflower, so maybe you just forgot about me. But in future when you ask someone how they're doing or similar, please don't just dump them because you don't like what they posted, and if you've forgotten about them, then you cant have really cared that much to start with.
Sorry but that how it looks from here and i'm having a hard time enough as it is right now without feeling ignored on here too.
I hope you don't mind me being straight about this with you, I know you have your own probs going on too right now, we all have thats why we'er on this website!
I'm just saying I felt very vulnerable telling you that stuff and you appear to just want to totally blow me off and ignore me.
So, maybe you can guess how i feel about that?
You know loads of people on here and have been posting for a year right, so I can see how my posts can be dull and boring if i'm asking questions about things that you've already gone through in your own life before, so i'm sorry if my questions put you off. Sorry I didn't give you the reply i should have given, maybe something like , "thx happyflower im okay, just tired and mulling stuff over that you said, you're words have been helpful and I will get back to you when I have made some descisions, or if I need any more help. Thanks again, from scentedgarden".
I should have said that and everything would have been fine, but, I went on and on, I know I did, and i guess maybe it was too much of a reply i gave to you. So, I guess I understand why you gave me a wide berth. It still hurts though, and, thats just how i feel about it.
Yours sincerely
scentedgarden
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