Posted by FlyingKangaroo on June 11, 2006, at 22:16:51
Re: Transference.
I pushed it to the limits and i regret it.
I will leave him when i have enough strength but i wont ruin his family or his reputation because his abuse has taught me a very important lesson.
The survivor of CSA and the lack of a father(figure)in my life makes me easy prey to an older man whom i percieve as having power over me.
Tell me he didnt MAKE me want him.
Tell me that cant do that to us.
He knows about my background, He figured me out easily. He knew all along what was missing from my life and he led me to believe that he would rescue me.
He enabled and encouraged my fantasies.
I will explain in the next post.
I havent posted in a long time because i have been consumed by him.I really need you guys now
poster:FlyingKangaroo
thread:655755
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